Well I gave in to my compulsion today..researched on yahoo answers "can someone turn gay"..turns out you cant..the sexual orientation u r born with doesnt change..made me feel relieved...and even if it was a compulsion, I feel good now for like the last 7-8 hours..and I feel like I have been thinking rationally for these last 7-8 hours..not many thoughts..
Yea man, I feel you but remember the reassurance only lasts for so long, you have your "proof" that you can't turn gay. But our mutual friend "OCD" won't take that as an answer. It's true, you can't turn gay.....period but that's not good enough for us and the other sufferers regardless of the theme. Try harder not to give in to compulsions and to not even give a crap if you turn gay or not. I know that sounds crazy but you know you can't rationally so when you mind starts being irrational again just do something else instead of ruminating. Do you play any video games like call of duty or battlefield?
no video games..my laptop doesnt support :( and i dont have a console :(( i used to play cs a lot..now i just play chess online