Well, it happened. I did it.
Last night my sister spit in my face and told me she wished I would have killed myself. She said no one in my family wanted me and that even my friend talk about me. Then she told me I'm not allowed to see my nephew. He's the only reason I ever put up with her. So at 9pm I packed my clothes and drove from San Jose ca to Las Vegas nv. I'm here with my aunt and uncle. I left my job, school, friends, everything including my nephew and the guy I've been dating about a month who was really upset that I didn't give him the chance to "save me" essentially.. I just couldn't take the abuse anymore. Now I'm here and I don't know what or how to feel.
It's ok. You don't have to know what or how to feel right now. Just enjoy being out of that toxic atmosphere for a while. Decompress. Your aunt and uncle will help you figure out what you need to do from here. Hang in there. Things WILL get better! Hugs