I had the worse nightmare, do not where i was or who i was with but i remember buying a $20 sack of dope. when whoever gave it to me it was like 3 freaking ounces. i was mad with trying to hide it from everyone, i think even myself.
I am not sure if this dream was spurred by the new year (which by the way I have been clean 1 year and 1 day)or if it was spurred by the upcoming trip back home. who knows but i hope i do not have one so severe again......I was snorting as much as possible in dream just to hide the crime.
ARGH!
sorry just had to vent that out.
Ive been clean almost 3 years in march I used to get those dreams as well. I hate those too. I think with time it gets better
I sure hope so.
thanks
I hate those dreams. Ugh. Usually mine would be where I would lose my dope or get caught with it and get busted. On the rare occasion I got to actually DO it in the dream, it felt real and I craved for days after. Sometimes I would wake up and feel that I had screwed up and took awhile to realize I didnt do anything wrong.
I still have a dream about it once in awhile after almost a year and a half.
It's not as often as before.
(((((((hugs))))))))
Hang in there.
Thanks joker-girl.