What the f***

err i was doing so good holding my emotions in control and then today i kinda set myself up fr getting hurt. I could have just ignored it and not did what i did but it happend now im all sad and crying and stupid emotions are flowing i just wna run away far away! the only persons arms i want to cry in is the reason Im crying but they dont know cuz im trying to continue not talking to that person its been a week already. how can one person after so many years still have a hold on you like this! hes moved on 2x and i cant even do it once!!

sometimes when you really care about someone it is hard to move on. i am sorry you are struggling with this and i hope things will get better. i am here if you need to talk. sometimes i wonder if guys can heal faster emotionally then us women. were so sensitive and caring.

yes it does i think cuz our feelings are truer then theres. i am better today yesterday just had a rough patch

Even though it hurts remember thieir are more people out there that would love to have you around.

and no circumstances dictate how we feel and heal. So let some nice guy take you out and have a nice dinner and a show mayber. I can just about promise you'll feel better. Lady i'm saying as hard as it is, it is time to move on. Lots of fish in the sea.

take care and go to dinner

i know i know but its hard im taking care of it though eventually i will meet someone