What the hell am I doing? Clean for a month, I have a 5th of

Mental Health Depression & Mood Disorders
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What the hell am I doing? Clean for a month, I have a 5th of crown royal. Well its not my worst demon, but it all started this way years ago. What to do, I have not seen my kids in over 5 years. When I do good, eventually I always mess up. Maybe I will just pass alone as I am now. When I am up, I am up: When I am down, I am below hell.

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It's ok. Just keep trying to get sober. Your kids deserve a sober father.

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If I am sober for 20 years I still will not be able to see my kids. Sorry the negativity.......

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Really ?

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@Dominique22 not trying to make you mad… I apologize.

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You are human...its okay to make mistakes. You just gotta pick yourself right up and try again.

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@MagiaMoonlight who are you honestly???

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Just a girl.

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@MagiaMoonlight why???

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Why do you care???

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I just do. I know what its like to suffer. To be in mental agony. To be scared of my own life. The real question is though...why are you so quick to not care?

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Maybe there is a chance that you may never see your kids again, but the more you sabotage yourself with these poisons the less the chance is. Your chances are drastically better when you are sober.