When I was 13 things started to go to ****. I met a boy who happened to go to my school. He was 17 and a senior. We started to talk on fb and eventually we hung out. Now being an naïve 13 year old, I told him about how my best friend had practically deserted me. I pretty much had no friends except for one I previously made. He was there and he listened, he made me feel like someone cared but later on he stopped talking to me on and off. A couple months later my friend and I went over to his house, so we could talk. After an hour of pouring my heart to him, things seemed fine but they weren't... right before we left my friend told me she had to talk to him privately and said to wait outside. I did, and five minutes later she came out and we walked back to my house like nothing was wrong. But it was only a matter of time when I found out she gave him a blowjob. There are no words to describe how I felt. All I can say is that she hurt me pretty bad, especially when she denied it but I had proof (she forgot to log out of her fb on my phone) she knew my feelings for him but she did it anyway. I'm wasn't just mad at her, I was mad at both of them. She was my friend, the only friend I had at the time - and he walked all over me like I was trash. It's been over a year, and I can still not forget what happened. I even moved but it's in my head. I just can't understand how someone can hurt you that much. There's more to this story but I've already written enough. Please help me.
Trust me a person can make a big difference I learned that hard way I had a gf an we were like bro an sis for a year maybe 2 then she started liking me an the day she liked me made me so happy i would of not giving a sit if I died the next day I loved her so much then 6 months went an one day she decided to block me on everything am never talk to me again so sort of like a break up lol an Btw it ain't cause I was a stalker it was cause we fought a lot cause she wanted to turn into a thot but anyway it killed me imagine your mother tm just left an said fu,k u for no reason that's how this was so I relate to u an it's been bout 6 or 7 months since this happen an I still ain't fully over it just feel that numb pain that I had never had til **** went bad but I lost all my friends after that cause they were her friends to after that I stopped going to school for like 2 months so depressed that I stopped living i ain't gunna say I'm perfect now but im doing better an I'm gun tell u this ***** Them they weren't your friends they used u but don't get upset u said 5 mins ? Think bout this would u wanna have a boy friend who's uh 2 pump chump an a friend that's a thot? They did u a favor there sit people I swear I seen all types of people your old friends are fuk in there life's my fault this is long but I like helping people u want help go get it what helps u what helped me was always talking to people if u always have someone to talk to or text it takes your mind off everything an if u put that on top of doing stuff u like maybe watching movies all day shopping running anything u like do it constantly an to top it all off since u a girl girls can easily get a guy cause nigg@$ thirsty so if u go meet a new boy an do all that other sh!t I put this on my life u will not forget bout it but u will be glad that happened cause u will have a better life so jus keep doing u do stuff u like everyday better yourself an meet people who u actually are into