When I was a teen and felt lonely or upset I used to lay in bed and prettend to be sleeping and somehow it all turned for the better. I wish I could do the same now. But it seems that when I go to sleep my mind can't stop and relax. No mather how many things I do I can't get over the fact that I am alone. Is like someone in my head keeps reminding me of that.
It is hard feeling alone, but that doesn't have to be your life long situation, try finding activities that will put you into situations were you can meet people, perhaps that in turn will lead to coffee and perhaps even drinks. It is all about putting yourself out there in situations where you feel confident.
Natalia81, I would suggest you start with non-profit groups you could get involved in to help make a difference in others' lives. Groups like the Soroptomists International have local chapters of women who help other women locally and throughout the world, and when you volunteer in an organization like this, you realize that you are here for so much more than what you are feeling and suffering through right now. You begin to realize your TRUE purpose and the contribution and growth and the relationships you will develop with the other women will be ones that you will cherish all the days of your life! I suggest you think about what types of charities you would love to get involved in...what do you love to do? Who do you have so much compassion for, and then google local groups that work with that subset. Go join the group, contribute, and through your contribution, you will be helping others as well as yourself! Good luck to you!!