Why do I not enjoy anything in life? Took meds, talked to a therapist/psychologist/psychiatrist and still feel deeply depressed. As if ending it all would be a reasonable option at this point. If I've felt stuck for yrs & still feel the same now I honestly don't want to deal with this for another 60yrs...
Maybe the meds are not helping, but hurting more. Sometimes they do the opposite of what they are supposed to do. Talk to your doctor to see if common side-effects are depression and suicidal thoughts. There can be relief for you on this Earth alive and well.
Nothing helps though. I don't know what to do anymore.