Why is it that as much as you put in to anything it never goes right...like its not even okay. I look back and I would never imagine my life being like this. I get knocked down just to get kicked. I am not the girl who cries over anything. I am strong and I don't know why I am so torn and broken. I give and give to the people around me. I let people use me in hopes that they will love me. And I give everybody all I have. My heart and soul goes in to everybody I can give too. Will I ever be good enough? For my family, my friends, myself?
We will never know whyt it is that we become targets. People are so misleading and don't care how they get by just so long as they can walk all over you to do it. you awant to be kind but that is taken for weakness and others see it as a way of getting what they want. If you do things from the heart and know that they are not getting a way with anything, you win. It's like when I give to a homeless person, I say to myself "if it is a scam they can fool me but not Jesus" because i know I am doing it for the right reason. So you just have to find a way to gain back your place and take it back.