i just want to end this thing called life i dont sdee a reason to be here anymore
This is very sad. There are so many people fighting for this gift of life that is given to us from above. We come here with the mission and we have to complete this journey, if you end now, you will be back to finish. It is the easiest solution. You have to get yourself stronger and do not look back, only toward the future, because future will bring changes and with your determined spirit you will accomplish your goal. Do not take life for granted, open your eyes and you will see the majestic beauty of life. God bless you.
Why care, I know how you feel. I have been there way too many times. But I thank God that I'm still here. I'm grateful for people in my life who have been able to get me to see that it's NOT the solution. It's a PERMANENT solution to a TEMPORARY problem. Permanent because you can NEVER come back. Temporary because your desire or thinking about ending your life comes from a feeling or feelings which CAN and WILL change. You can change your feelings. If you don't know how to right now you can learn.
Are you on psych meds? Do you have a therapist? Do you have anyone with some wisdom that you trust that you can talk to? It is good you've gotten on here and found us! I have found these groups (I belong to quite a few of them) to be very helpful.
Please don't take this route without first trying to get some help if you haven't already (besides online). Please, please try to fight for your life! You are worth it! You are valuable! This world would miss you and all the contributions you have to offer. I understand that you may not believe any of the stuff I just said but I believe it and I know that with time you can too!!
Please fight and keep reaching out! I'm so glad you found us!