You know that feeling when you were having a bad day and someone message you something out of the blue that makes you laugh. Like the technical name for "fear of long words is hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia.
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Did someone do that to you, recently?
@godlovesus Yes they did!
@chas188
I feel for you. I experienced similar issues over 30 years ago and I have still have days that knowing I don't know really eats at me. Even recognizing pretty quickly my wife was never going to tell me everything, I do not regret staying with her. Early on she hurt me badly, and I have had my own failings in the last ten years. Working to make it better day by day. Hang in there and concentrate on being in the present (doing some type of awareness exercise can help) and not spoiling the present because of the past.
@DarrenU Thank you so much. I need that advise.