I am so angry that I see red because I am in a dysfunctional family.
They do things to either hurt or hold you back.
I have a sibling who go along with the other, regardless if it wrong or not.
I got unloving parents believe me don't or never care to have me.
One sibling have a kid by a dude that she can run over and she think she the high light.
She have a very nasty attitude and I am fed up, my parents don't give a d** because she tearing the family apart.
This recession has done nothing but wreck havoc in my life.
I had no choice, but to stay with them.
I plan to move when I can because I can do bad by myself.
I mean they constantly complain and don't understand that we are in a recession and jobs are not quick to hire anyone especially here and find.
I apply constantly to places and I'm so down on my luck that I am very discourage by the outlook of finding anything soon.
It gotten so bad that me a grown man cries a lot because they can't understand that I have a lot of pressure on me and has crack under the pressure.
My parents are majority of my mishap because they do things to either trap or force you in a corner. You can't talk civilized or describe the problems without some type of humor or disrespectful comment and they just don't know how serious the problem is or how much pain I am in or don't care.
They make fools out of us and pit us against each other that person is a thorn, they let her dictate instead, of listening to me I m the oldest, but if I am the ignorant or stupid one why am I the one getting a degree? Why the one that excuse my language ***** so much is not trying to get a job to care for herself and her kid?
She got so, much mouth, but she not trying to do much for herself or her child and I am a man I admit I haven't help none in the situation, but how can you when you have no room to breathe or think?
I wanted to live on my own, but they so manipulative it's hard to leave.
I am happy to say that as soon as I get a job I hope they understand that I am leaving.
As long as I'm here I will never ever be happy again.
I mean if you was here you understand what I am dealing with and see the anger I have.
I got a lot of pent up anger also I don't know where to go or what to do but, I have to leave before I be behind bars.