there's no equilibrium.
without sex, i binge. and without food, i'm having sex.
why can't i just eat normally without the sex? my addictions are hand in hand and it's becoming dangerous. i'm only happy when i'm not eating and with my boyfriend. then when i'm alone in my bed, i eat everything then sink deeper and deeper into depression.
Please seek professional help. This is a complex issue, and one that you can't expect yourself to just solve on your own. I'm sorry you are struggling. Please get help!!
Jan ♥
it’s just so disappointing because i was as healthy as i have ever been from may to september. but recently i find myself crawling back, i want to be healthy for myself not just look good for my boyfriend but sometimes thinking about him clouds my judgment. he goes to college about 20 minutes away so i only see him on weekends so during the week, i think hm i won’t see him for a while so i might as well eat this. when i know my eating habits shouldn’t be based on a relationship. my head knows right but my body reacts in a different way.
Hi Ameliaclaire,
I can totaly relate to your issues. I am here for you anytime you neeed a friend or want someone to talk to.
Hugs,
Lily