29 and delt with depression and suicidal thoughts on and off for years. One having to hide who I am, and two feeling like a loser as I don’t and have never had a romantic relationship, car/lincience, my own place, etc. I feel so far behind, and on top of that thoughts of wanting to be feminine since I was six, as a guy living in a mostly Christian family, its so much I keep inside that is eating me alive.

Hi Ramases, do you still live at home? I can imagine that might be hard to find out who you truly are and explore your sexuality amongst your family.

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Yes I live at home & have these thoughts but I also want a wife & kids