had a super stressful last couple of weeks. It has been super stressful as a relative was told they have stage 4 cancer and dealing with health treatments and etc for them. Also dealing with the lose of some friends as my life is busy and complicated. It hurts but i understand, i cant have myself bringing them down and not supporting them as they need. I t has driven me to start to think about finding ways to reduce stress, It is not easy at times but fighting the urge to look at porn. Or to find a willing partner and to act out with them. Taking it one moment at a time and working to just be better and reduce stress.
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