I actually had a good day. It started off sucky cause I had to work and the job I had today was really boring. I work in group homes and it was a real quiet house. I like the hustle and bustle of working with the disabled. Anyways, I came home and ate and went and saw my son's Play, He was absolutely awesome. He had a very small part but I am so proud of him stepping out of his comfort zone and doing new things. He is a Junior in High school and I have seen so many changes in him this last year. Anyways I came home and tried to talk to my husband about the self injuring but he still just don't understand, I think he knows but won't say and has no idea where I am hiding things. I am ashamed of it but it has got me through. I seem my therapist on Tuesday. I really think seeing her will help me. She just has that way of making me see things I can't always see. I frustrate her because I can't change my way of thinking but I finnaly found a therapist who I think can help me. Hopefully she don't give up on me before I get there. Anyways it's been a good day in all and I only have a few days left till I see her and I have a lot to do during those days so I am sure I will be able to stay busy. Thank you everyone who has been supporting me here. I know I fell but I am getting back up and trying again.
good for you best of luck,paul
glad to hear you had a good day, and staying busy the next few days will probably help too tell you see your therapist. And it sounds like you found one you like which is good too. If they are good they will never give up on you. They are there to help you talk thru your problems and at times push you to get better even if you struggle with it. I have a good one and he pushes me from time to time. I am stubborn about change too. But from when I started with him to today I do see that I have gotten better even if it is little. If I look at a month ago can not see it, but look at a year ago can see how it has helped some. Keep it up. As for your husband I am sure he gets it to a point but unless he does what you do no one truly can understand except the ones that do it too.
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