Here I go again....
About every 7 months to a year I come on here saying how much better I feel from not smoking weed, and how my life has gotten better since not getting high, only to go back 2 months or so later :(
Weed just isn't fun anymore, and all the positive effects people love it for just don't have that feeling for me.
Sure people love to come on here and say how it's helped them and whatever....but I am NOT one of those people...
Long story short weed has #*#*#ed everything up in my life until now...
going on 38 and I've been smoking for like 23 years - about 95% of that time I was high or needing to get high.
Spent all my money on this crap...I NEED OUT OF THIS GOD **** ADDICTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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It is a harsh cycle. Proud of you for never giving up!
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So how long has it ben since yu.ve stopped smoking??
bringing back the may post I see. it's been a month and a half since I stopped.
as I said before it's really **** hard to get sober for a period of time....you can go back last year and see I tried as well...and the year before that etc....most times I get sober for a month or so before smoking again and messing it all up.
@Marijuana_Addict my point exactly I can stop when I get redy. I dnt want to&dnt lose sleep when I can’t… Srry
ps each time I relapse and go back to getting high it's just worse every time...nothing good comes of it...spending all my money, needing to chase the high as soon as I wake up to the time I go to sleep.
Please start typing full sentences so I can fully understand where what you're trying to say.
@Marijuana_Addict cross out the where … i meant “What you’re trying to say”…I have to proof read that’s one of my issues.