I've been reading/working through this.
I've learned a lot so far.
The body remembers what the brain can't put into words. That explains a lot. Just like that may explain why I think something more happened than I remember.
We need mindful awareness and the ability to think to heal from the trauma.
I am so proud of you for putting in the time and effort to heal!
@CKBlossom I have to remember it requires patience too.