My body has been hurting for the past couple of days. I'm not sure if it's from me not eating much and when I do I'm taking laxatives to get rid of it. Just seems like I could careless about the pain and yet, I still feel like I can't stop. Not sure if the pain is from what I've been doing to myself or not.
Colorfulgirl29, I was once in your shoes, where laxatives were part of a my ED. I did so my hard to my health and well-being and unfortunately had to hit rock bottom before I could make my way out. If I sought treatment/help sooner, then my recovery would have been a bit easier. I think that it's essential for you to get treatment and/or therapy for both your ED and cutting. Know that we are here to help you through this, you are not alone.
Thanks :) So far, this is my therapy for now until I manage to get myself to a therapist... Still in a bit of refusal mode on that..not sure why I'm like this right now, but hopefully I'll get out of it soon. Thanks for the encouragement! :)
Of course, we are here to help you through this, but getting therapy is crucial. Please talk to your husband about it today.
Working on it.. Thanks :)
I am so proud of you. Let us know how it goes for you. We are here for you.