I am feeling a little overwhelmed as I wake up this morning. It has now been 6 weeks since I've been unemployed. Still haven't received a determination about my UI case. No more insurance to be able to continue suboxone treatment. Honestly the cost it would be for insurance would cost more than it would for me to pay out of pocket every month. Doesn't help that they only accept 4 different kinds and most of them are for exceptional people, not like me. I have a surplus that will last me a few months now that I'm down to less than 1/4 pill every day. I would now like to make sure that I'm done with these drugs soon. I guess I have no choice. I still have withdrawal after about 24 hours. I can't do all the mental and physical pain this brings any longer.
Had anyone ever had success quitting this stuff on their own time?? I've gotta know what things you did to help yourself? Hobbies or some kind of therapy that helps the mindset. Anything? Appreciate anyone that has listened. Thanks. -Justin
Congratulations!! You have overcome the before and after. Anxiety and those many other mental creatures, is one of those cogwheels in life. The idea is to fashion and refashion these potentially "too big" things by learning, thus managing. Sounds to me like physical action is a calling for you. Job and or sports. For now something dirt cheap like running, walking (fast /slow/walking) around a track, maybe swimming or learning to, and or bicycling, you don't need a hot number to ride any rusty dusty stead will do. Later when back on a job add some sit down hobbies. For now though you want to get heathy and ready to sleep. Stay well.