I don't know what is real and what isn't

I feel like I’m all alone in this world.I have so many apparent friends but I feel so empty inside because no one gets me.To them I’m just entertainment.And I don’t want to feel this way anymore because it’s very painful.Should I just let go and go away from everything?I have a girlfriend too but she also doesn’t get what I’m going through.No one does.I just want to be away from everything to make the voices inside my head stop

How are you just entertainment to them? What are you going thru? I think you need to find people who understand, if that is important to you, so you will feel less alone. I think if you isolate yourself you will only hear more voices, bc its just you and your head, being completely alone is never the answer, tho its very compelling