I feel like I have no freedom. Not because of any outside forces, but because of my own mind. I can’t do anything I want to do. A huge part of ADHD is Executive Dysfunction, so this is pretty normal. But it still hurts, I can’t do anything I like to do, and I can’t be as good as any neurotypical person. I’m naturally very skilled and smart and amazing at learning any skill but that doesn’t matter if I can’t commit. I hate it. It just feels like I can never achieve anything. I look up to people, I dream, I feel, I want to do so much but it doesn’t matter. It never mattered. I tried all the mediations for ADHD and none of them worked. I don’t like this.
Have you thought about trying a homeopathic treatment or maybe acupuncture?
@CKBlossom no