it's so weird, i have a relationship with God that i understand and it's so obvious to me how much he loves me, i've had it for 4 years now but before God all i ever thought about was dieing and what a nobody loser crap head i was! i didn't break the law or hurt anybody i just felt like a stupid loser who shouldn't be on this earth. for the past four years God has been feeding me how good and important i am to him and stuff, i'm like, why? i dont get liking myself yet, it's going to take forever! i won't get it ever i believe.
Hey Boticelli,
God loves you because you are one of His special creatures. But He also needs you to start to believe in yourself.
God did not create a loser. He created a beautiful wonderful person and He wants you to believe in yourself as much as He believes in you.
Have you any idea what is making you feel like this hun? Talk to us, when did you realise you had no faith in yourself? Can you think of what may have caused this...tell us more about you...we are interested to know.
Love to you
Moongal x
Hi Boticelli You are experiencing the most important relationship you could ever have. God is unconditional love and you will never lose his love no matter what. He is letting you know by feeding you how good and important you are that love is who you are as well.
Be patient and remember that you spent a lot of years believing that you were something quite different. It will take time but never give up on yourself. A beautiful way to move towards seeing yourself as love is that every time you start having negative feelings about yourself or someone else ask yourself,
What would love do now?
That question will help you to shift your thinking to something positive about you or another and at the same time you will be aligning yourself with God’s love. If you go about it in this way, you will slowly move towards a very different and positive view of yourself.