Marriage is scarry

Today, I have a lot on my mind, so I vented my emotions to my husband. I told him that he couldn’t meet my needs, to the point where my child’s bracelet was sold and we can’t pay our rent, causing me to live in fear of people coming to our house every day. My husband said that I have no abilities other than complaining, that I’m a coward, and that my child might not love me because my behavior is like garbage.

Before that, I also mentioned that it’s no wonder he spends so much time watching Netflix because he likes a girl on Netflix enough to save her photo in his album. However, my husband said he keeps that photo for hair reference and urged me to find a job quickly because he would be more grateful if I weren’t at home. He said he has worked hard while I have no abilities at all.

Right now, our electricity token is running out, and he sent me a token from the office for our electricity. On one hand, I hate everything he says, but on the other hand, I see some good in it. What should I do?

Please don’t think that you have no abilities. We are all unique and we all have our own abilities. There are many things that you could do. You could go to Goodwill and ask them for help on finding a job. They offer help with finding jobs. You could find volunteering opportunities or find jobs as a nanny/babysitter. You have experience being a mother. Please don’t lose hope. Life will get better.