Mental torment

I am 34. I am single. No paid work etc.

My day goes random and haphazard. Struggling. This is how I have lived for years and now have lost the feel to change.

All this happened ever since I kept on being emotionally hurt at school and everywhere else. I kept on getting more and more anxious and protective. Finally avoidant.

Many a people gave me hurts I am unable to forget despite trying my best. All of that keeps hurting me every day and night like I am living with pain and it is my companion.

My own people especially and my relatives. And especially one guy whose memories are the most tormenting and always present in my head.

It has been more than 5 years suffering and suffering.

I ended up on this website hoping to find support from people who sympathize.

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Hi, your story resonates with me. I am quite a bit older, but I had similar experiences in school and no support from family. I have lived with bad memories and the emotional pain my entire life. I went through a few years of cognitive therapy which helped a lot, but I still struggle with my thoughts sometimes. Anyway, you are not alone, there are a lot of people with similar issues. You are among friends here!

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Am glad to be in the right place and amongst right people. Thank you and appreciate your support.

I just wonder will I ever be able to get rid of all this happening to me.

I can tell that you are a kind person. I wish only the best for you as you recover from these traumas.

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Thanks a lot!

And I hope and wish that whatever problems you face get resolved soon.