No job is worth getting unhealthy for! I have to keep hanging in there until I get help to find a new one or at least resources I need. All of that would be great.
On an unrelated note: I tend to have an attraction to toxic people/environments. That's mostly what I know and grow up knowing.
One day I will heal! I have like 3 more steps. I don't know how long they will take but I will try to be patient with myself in the process.
I am so sorry that life has been so rough friend, but I am so proud pf your journey forward :)
@CKBlossom
Thanks for the comment 
This is what I was talking about in the last two sentences. If you were curious.
I think it’s good to have awareness of certain things because of you aren’t aware you can’t try to fix them. Hi