omg i am soooo happy today.
i have eaten 3 meals today AND snacked in between!!!!! no purging either.
of course there was the urge, but i resisted!!!
my stomach hurts but hey i gont give a ****!!!!!!!
Eve xxxxx
Good for you Eve!
Cherish any victory you have over your ED and enjoy the fact that you cant resist it!
Love,
Curly23
Yay Eve! Yay! I am so so so thrilled to read your post, that is so fantastic and I am so proud of you. Your stomach is just adjusting, so give it a bit of time to acclimate. Keep up the great work and please keep sharing with us. We are here for you.
thanks!
although i just found a small chunk of hair in a clump right at the roots on my PJ's. . . that cant be good :(
Eve xxxx
Eve, I've been there and it's a sign of serious nutritional deficiency, because your health is not in a good place at the moment. That was honestly my rock bottom, I was taking a shower, washing my hair and clumps started coming out on my hand. I fell to the floor of my shower and started bawling. I can't remember how long I cried, but it felt like forever. That's when I opened up to my family and sought treatment. I don't want to scare you in any way, but I just want you to know and realize the severity of an ED.
it wasnt a big bit it was relativly small. and had no other incidents again so far
eve x
A small incident like that could only lead to a bigger one if you don't give your body the appropriate nutrition. What happened to you was a first warning sign, please be careful.
it would help if i didnt keep going into bloody relapse