Self harm and suicide

Hi my name is Michele. I have been dealing with depression for a long time now. I have been in and out of hospitals multiple times. To many to count. I just want the thoughts in my head to stop. I am so tired of everything. I know i want to die but in a slow way if that makes any sense. Like it would take over a month. I haven’t done anything since last year which is good for me. Its very stressful where i live and i feel trapped here. I have truly just given up.

Hi…it seems like you have really been struggling for a long time. i struggled for a long time in my twenties with loneliness, stress and depression. all i can say is, circumstances do change, it sometimes take time. what you are going through now is a test of your Resilience. you need to hang in there…and things will change. the right meds, the right therapist, the right relationship…all these things can happen for you in time. sorry you’re going through such a rouhg time. please just hang in there and keep reaching out for help<3

Thank you.

I’m sorry to hear that, Michele. How are you feeling today? Please know that your life is precious no matter what issues you’re facing. Do you have a support group nearby where you can meet people regularly? I just said a prayer for you, and I hope that God will surround you with His loving presence and provide the help you need in the days ahead. Remember that you deserve to feel better and you don’t need to carry your burdens alone. Sending hugs your way.