I was in a very long, abusive relationship with a girlfriend from school. I still love her more than anything else in the world but she hit me more than once... It stopped being an accident after about the fifth time. I think she liked it. But the physical abuse was fine with me. It was the emotional abuse that has torn me to pieces. Everything that ever went wrong with her life was my fault and the only thing that could make it better was me apologizing to her repeatedly. I gave her everything she ever wanted but she dumped me :( I've become anorexic and suicidal from it... I miss her so much. I dont care about all the times she hurt me... I just want her to love me again. But she won't... I'm seeing a therapist and taking an anti-depressant but I haven't told anyone before this about how badly she abused me... Emotional, physical, and even kind of sexual abuse :( ugh. Help?
my dear Aus,
sending u a cyber cuddle to start us off. abusive relationships say more about both parties then any other relationships.
it is almost a co dependant affaire where one cant live with the other unless they are acting up.
Everyone should stay away from violent relationships, not only do they prey on your mind it causes problems as u have found out.
you are young yet and will im sure with the help of counsuling and other statergies make it to the other side.
its important that u tell them how u feel and the extent of the relationship even if it doesnt make for nice conversation. that way u can mend all the cracks and move on.
untill next time
loving thoughts and positive vibes
Hi Aus, No one should accept being abused by anyone else for any reason. If you are seeing a therapist and you haven't to them how bad the abuse was then I suggest you do so, so that your therapist can help you. They can't help you like they should be able to if you are not completely honest with them. If you are feeling suicidal then please tell someone - family, a friend, your doctor, call a suicide hotline and/or 911. It can take time to heal from any relationship but you don't have to go through it alone. Reach out to others who live around you. Keep sharing with us. We are here for you. I am praying for you. ((((hugs))))