Shoulda been me or how bout those what if's?

Mental Health Depression & Mood Disorders
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Do you ever think.. It should of been me? I do.. or how about those What If's? I am pretty shore we all do.. I sit here everynight and think about all the what if's and it shoulda been me...or it should of happened like this... I feel as if there was something I could do to stop all this from happening? I feel that he is angry with me for me not being able to help him more..? Some days I feel like I am going completley crazy.. I Lost the only thing that kept me going... so once again? How does this make sense? How do you keep going in a place where your world stopped?. or seems like it did... but didnt and should have? thats my question... Why Him? Why not me? the one who served this country in the USMC... an amazing man... who just put a smile on everyones face... hmm i guess I'll never know.. Why everything seems to get taken from me...

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miss lonelys

we all have time to reflect on what ifs in life that is part of human nature

and yes at the moment u are stalled without a motor to get u going again. its harsh for anyone who is left behind and if it had been u then all these questions would be his to ask so what do u think he would have said if u could ask him? would he have said that u were the most important thing in his life and that he was going to protect u at all costs, his job showed he was concerned for people that he understood the consequences and still choose to do his bit, life moves on slowly when u are ready to make it and not before

as always loving thoughts and positive vibes
D :)

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Thanks.. I know time heals everything... or so I have heard maybe its true... maybe not... maybe in my future I will find out...
Hope your doing well?
Big hugs your wayy...

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misslonely

thank u for the hugs i need them at the moment my sisinlaw isnt too well,

and yes im sure in your future time will heal the rawness to fond memories, they do for most of us.

take care

as always loving thoughts and positive vibes
D :)

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I hope she is doing better... BIG HUGS your way! hugs seem to help me... hope that do for you! hopes and prayers going your wayy

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missL

hugs always help, u are right they just tend to give the day a special glow when we get hugged

u have a good day too

as always loving thoughts and positive vibes
D :)