I will give up the belts that cover my ''hideous'' stomach ... and I will do so many things that will keep ED 200 m away :-)
I will work more , get involved more and make short plans for mylife !
I cant let ED isolate me from my life !! I wont do that !
I trust everyone who cares about me and who tell me I dont need to change my body to be happy ... I will trust them and focus on making them happy !
Yes !
At the end of the day I wanna feel proud about myself !
Just wanted you to know that you are heard and validated! It's great that you are setting goals for yourself to challenge the old rules and fears. Take care...Jan ♥
My boyfriend told me today that he is having a ''binch'' .... and I was like ha ?!?!?! ... and then he told me he ate one huge pizza and he cant breathe :-))) .
I said it s BINGE but he is not having a binge :-)))
Right now he invited me to a restaurant and I am a bit freaked out eating out again ... instead of my vegetable soup I have home !
Everyone ..... I couldnt eat smth .... I ordered a coffee and my bf had dinner ... I placed the order to the cater and I just couldnt say smth for me too ...
It was so strange ... I was in the mall ... everyone talking , laughing ... eating - especially junk - and I just felt from another planet !
I couldnt eat smth ''unpredicted'' ... smth I am not sure of ... I freaked out so bad and I bearly stopped myself from crying !
At least ... I did manage to raise my mood and smile so my bf wont feel bad ! But deeep down ... I knew I ll never be able to eat out naturally again ....
@@@@@@ Mongo ... feel free to tell us your story ! We all are going to rough moments ! We can be there for u !