i feel like i can slowly feel myself attempting and i won’t be able to stop it
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You can go to any emergency room and ask for a psych counsel if you truly need help right this minute. We are rooting for you @eddieeeee -SG
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Hello @eddieeeee. Please dial 988 for the Suicide and Crisis Lifeline. We are here for you and promise that there are people who want to help you. You matter.
How are things going? What can we do to support you?
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i can’t do that i have school and i can’t afford to miss school
i don’t know i’m just so tired
It sounds like you need more rest / alone time. Is there any way to arrange that in your schedule? Places & times you can just kick back and do nothing but veg out?
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Will the end of term offer you some ability to rest? -SG
no i have finals and then my mom cancelled my therapy appointment because “she didn’t want me missing school”
Helpful of her 
Book another appointment and maybe don’t tell her.