i feel like i can slowly feel myself attempting and i won’t be able to stop it
You can go to any emergency room and ask for a psych counsel if you truly need help right this minute. We are rooting for you @eddieeeee -SG
Hello @eddieeeee. Please dial 988 for the Suicide and Crisis Lifeline. We are here for you and promise that there are people who want to help you. You matter.
How are things going? What can we do to support you?
i can’t do that i have school and i can’t afford to miss school
i don’t know i’m just so tired
It sounds like you need more rest / alone time. Is there any way to arrange that in your schedule? Places & times you can just kick back and do nothing but veg out?
Will the end of term offer you some ability to rest? -SG
no i have finals and then my mom cancelled my therapy appointment because “she didn’t want me missing school”
Helpful of her Book another appointment and maybe don’t tell her.
Hey, just checking up on you. Hanging in there? Wishing you all the best.
sorry i got tired lol
All good. Stay in touch - help stop us from worrying about you
im so tired i want it to stop
We want it to stop for you, too. However, all we really have to offer is moral support and suggestions based on our own understanding of where you are. Only you can do the climbing to get out of the pit of despair; all we can do is to point out where the handholds might be. A number of people here have had experiences like yours. Some have dropped off our radar, so we don’t know how they are doing. The ones who have stayed have either muddled along somehow, or found ways to improve their state of mind. From personal experience I’d say the first thing to realize is that things are changing all the time, so whatever you are going through it won’t last forever.
i can’t handle change tho i really cant
Even change for the better?
I understand that. I’m a university lecturer, and while I tell my students to get the rest and support they need, I’ll be fired if I cancel class more than twice per year.
I feel like I dont deserve it so it’s a bitter sweet feeling
Hey you! Nice to hear from you again. How come you feel so undeserving? And BTW how is school going?