Though Im a positive person even with my OCD, as a writer I got something in mind.
OCD is like being a zombie, if someone wants to feel like a zombie this is it.
you get convinced to do stuff, you overdo, and slowly you become slow, trapped, just like a zombie in his own body.
Now you see delusional images, you struggle, and people see it as you're possessed.
but you're not. because possessed people cry. and ocd people? yes, they can't. they don't have tears anymore.
once you have accepted most of the infection, you get ANGRY, YES ANGRY LIKE NEVER BEFORE.
People might get hurt by you, physically and mentally. they are afraid and worried of you, yes they are.
you make weird faces, noises in front of people and alone? isn't it a bit similar to what I'm talking to have zombies at home?
People live next to you but don't interact much, they know the soul is trapped in the body itself.
they look for a cure, you look for a cure you even question the 'cure'.
the cure doesn't make you human again, it makes your life just livable, as a zombie in your own home. just terrible.
thanks to read this far.
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You just explained how I feel. That was powerful
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@AnxietyLife09 at the end im a writer so yeah lol
Listen your body thing i just read. You have a better life trust me
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