Why do i need to binge and purge to fullfill my life? This eating disorder has destroyed so much in my life, i wish i could go back to the day i even thought of sticking my finger down my throat.
I know how u feel -_-
i know exactly what u mean and i think about that everyday. Ive forgottn who i am in some ways.I never imagined being like this and i wish u the best of luck
I know. I wish I had never made the choice to lose weight this way. I wish someone would have stopped me. I wish I could have seen forward into the future, to see that 8 years later, it would be a completely unstoppable urge that would rule my life. I wish someone would have told me how much WORK it would take to stop this! I feel for you.
i ask myself that everyday. Ive been to therapy twice and I have come to realize that no matter how much I can cut it out of my life I am always going to relapse. It is always going to be there. I hope joining this support group will help me.
I, as well, continue to ask myself this. Bulimia has taken control of my life. I wonder why I can't just be normal? Why can't i be like the regular people that exercise...eat healthy...and have a fulfilling life doing things that make THEM happy. I feel like I will never be happy because my mind has decided that no matter how much weight I lose...I will never look good enough. Why is this happening to me? Why is this happening to US? I hope this site helps you..and I hope it continues to help me.
xoxoxoxox
Kelsy